Thinking of Emptiness

I lay still in my bed,

Wondering, waiting, thinking,

Amazing things are happening,

Life is amazing, for me

But, I still feel like I am missing something in my life,

It is not family, they love,

It is not friends, I have all the ones I could ever wish for,

It is not a good job, because I already have it,

It is life in the fast lane, because I go as fast as I can go everyday,

I sit there and think what could I be missing, I have everything I could ever want!

But still a little emptiness in me lingers there,

Not know what it is,

Still laying there still, and it already half of the night gone,

Nothing stil don't jump out at me and let me know what is not there,

Thinking to me is a horrible thing, but at same time it a lovely feeling.

Now the sun is coming up, and then I realize it, what it is,

It has been sitting there in my face the whole time,

I could kick myself for not thinking of it,

Why didn't I realize this is what I feel empty for...

It is you....