Looking through my eyes....

Looking through my eyes, what would you know, Nothing!
You think I am depress, but I am not!
A lot is going on in my life that I am falling into this never ending forest,
The forest is full of hate, lies, and pain!
It may look peaceful, but it is full of evil!
I am just waiting for someone to save me, but they never come.
Why do people leave me in this forest,
Must I have done something that wrong to be treated like this,
Help is all I ask, but no one listen it feels like,
If feel like they cannot help me, and I know to help myself,
But I am at a dead end,
I must I feel this way, I cannot never find love,
I always am passing up great people becasue I am afriad of being hurt,
Why wont anyone tell me how they feel for once,
Do you like me or see me as more, That all I want to know,
I cry here screaming to no one, because no is here!
I feel like I am drowning, in to everyones pains, because I care,
I care about them so much I put my heart out there to help them and make them feel safe,
Biut why do I always feel unsafe when I am always protecting my love ones,
I feel like I am left out in this forest while it is down pouring,
It is flooding and I am drowning, but I don`t struggle to get out,
I leave myself there to drown, becuase I have no one to help,
No one to love me more then just a friend!
Everyone just let me drown here, and then Let my body wash up on shore,
For no one to recognize, to not even care about,
I know you all care about me, but you all have to someone there to hold you at night,
You all have someone to go cry on their shoulder,
You all have a way out of this forest,
But still I wil be stuck here all alone,
Looking through my own eyes,
Because no one will look through mine truely to see my hurt I have,
That grows inside of me like cancer,
Let me drown in this forest full of rain!
Let me never be remember,
Let me go on into oblivion,
I no one to love me the way I was once loved before.
Cannot say you know what I am going through until you have seen it through my eyes,
Which you`ll never will becasue they are my eyes
I don`t mean to so mean,
but I love you all!
But let me be me, and let me go into oblivion.
Becasue I found whom I have been looking for there,
He treats me good, he know what I have been through
And he seen what I have seen,
This person is me!!
I love like I love no one else,
Even my first love, who rip^heart heart from my chest and feed it to the salvage wolves!
I feel like I never find love like again!
I don`t think I will!
Let me drown now, for I am done...
Let me look through my eyes for the last time....