Hurt moves on

With life spiraling out of control lately I struggle to cat h a breathe and see the beauty around me. I have not yet cried, I have not yet feel happiness, and I have not yet grasp what is in front of me. I have felt crushed, betrayed, taken apart, and lost. Where is me? Where can I go? When can I move on? Why did I allow this to go so far? How will I pick up where I left off? Who was the person I was? These are constant questions that are running through my mind. I need to breathe, I need to stop and look at the beauty around me, I need to cry, and I need to move ahead. These are the things that will lift me, but I am holding myself back. But I will eventually achieve all these things but I know I need to heal from something there was no closure. I have seen the truth of people. But I will miss and I will forget. For this is the end of the old me and the beginning of the new me. I will shed this skin and see the sunlight ahead.

Where is me????

I feel lately I left who I know as me for something that I feels makes me a weaker person because I am wanting to please everyone else. But where is my fire inside to say no and not to cave into anything. I want the old me back I want to feel that I am a free bird once again, but I don't know how without hurting feelings just a little and causing fight. Where is my F**k you attitude and why can't I stop caving in.

Lost...

So much lately, I feel lost but not in my love life but my friend life. I do not know how to express how I feel anymore because I am afraid of the battle. What should I do????

Defined

Open eyes, breathing softly, compassionate soul,
What does these phrases mean???
Open eyes, eyes are just open or able to see the truth.
Breathing softly, exhaling and inhaling air softly or relieved of stress and drama.
Compassionate soul, one soul that loves and cares or one with the understanding with a helping hand.
These phrases mean many different things.
But for me, my eyes are open to see truth through the lies.
I am breathing softly to exhale the bad energy and inhaling the good energy so I do not have stress or drama.
My compassionate soul is the helping hand that understands the ones I love and care about.
Simple phrases like these can define a person.
But what about love???
Instead of a simple phrase, it is just a simple word!
But means so many things.
How can a simple word explain a million things?
Explain.....

Life

Life only sucks when you want it to, until then live life to the extreme and enjoy it while it last!

Rebrith

Everyday we live in a place we people kill other people, everyday an old one dies, and everyday we go on! Everyday people go from work to home, and then we sleep, but then while i sleep i think of everyone that dies, then i wake up and think, what if with every spirit that leave the bodies of those that dies, do they find another to live in??? Because everyday an new life is born and those who have died could they just moved to another body just like moving for home to home? You chose to believe, what your thoughts????

Feets

These are my stump of my body, they always support me,

I flow them, because they always lead me the right way,

They protect me, from people try to hurt me,

They take me wherever, whenever,

They are my stump, leader, and protector.

For my feet flow my fate.